applchu
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dumbass shut-in NEET who draws a lotta nasty shit and programs even more
dumbass shut-in NEET who draws a lotta nasty shit and programs even more
Mood
Sad
o(* ̄▽ ̄*)ブ About Me
Hi! My name is Applchu! I’m an illustrator, animator, composer, programmer, writer, and general shut-in. I mainly make fictional NSFW content, so if you dont like that please find somewhere else to be. You may have seen some of my lewd content on Twitter, or shitposts on my Instagram.
I love to create, and hope to create some more really cool projects in the future. I like to sleep, read, and play games; mainly RPGs, strategy, and fighting games. I primarily work on art, but sometimes i’ll branch out and do other things. I live to charm the world with my creations, and to make the things that I find interesting and entertaining. Wish me luck, will ya?
I love to create, and hope to create some more really cool projects in the future. I like to sleep, read, and play games; mainly RPGs, strategy, and fighting games. I primarily work on art, but sometimes i’ll branch out and do other things. I live to charm the world with my creations, and to make the things that I find interesting and entertaining. Wish me luck, will ya?
╰( ̄ω ̄o) Likes
Winter, Pets, Games, Drawing, Creating, Hugs, Cinnamon Rolls
(ノへ ̄、) Dislikes
Musicals, Ads, Cranberries, Mornings, Loud People, PEARS
Patch Note:
Just a little update. I doubt anyone uses this site, let alone reads the little patch note thing on the front page, so I feel comfortable enough putting some bullshit here. Anyways, i’m trying to get back to art. I still hate myself, my art, and basically everything about me (go figure, lol). I tried a couple times to off myself, nothing serious obviously since i’m still here, but I guess it was to see if I wanted to. I’ve chosen not to, clearly, because I am a weak little loser, and still have things I want to see. Nothing is fun for me in life anymore, to be honest, which I guess is to be expected, because life’s not supposed to be fun. In any case, nobody cares if i’m sad, they still need porn art, or site maintenance, or animating, or for me to talk dirty to them and send them things so they can jizz, or whatever, and go back to their much more engaging and entertaining lives. Sometimes I feel like a background character, y’know? Or a robot. Just someone that is meant to finish tasks for others, and I feel like when I get these depressive spats it only makes me useless as a person because I become less useful to society. I am already pretty useless as is, so any bit of skill I have to justify my existence I need to do, otherwise I should’ve, y’know, offed myself right?
The recent runt I’ve been has only caused more bad things to happen, and I fear my negative and pessimistic personality as of late has caused my best friend to completely avoid me. I dont fault them though, I would avoid me too. No one wants that negativity in their lives, especially when they have their own problems. It makes me relieved to see them living a better life without me, hanging out with people, smiling, laughing, and loving life. It makes me feel bad I dont elicit that same emotion in them, just stress and annoyance. I hope I can win them back with doing more things for them, since that’s really the only thing I can do to get people to like me. My other best friends either gets angry at me for being sad, and tells me to stop being a faggot and go back to normal, or barely talk to me anyways haha. I’m taking the advice, and going back to normal.
I remember seeing online this dude who killed himself recently, and everyone made fun of him. I’m pretty sure if i did the same people would make fun of me too lol; the ugly goon artist who wasted their life being a whiny lemon and left behind a legacy full of shitty art. Or they just wouldn’t care past a couple days. That one is probably more likely lol, i dont really have much of a presence. Anyways, more art and stuff on the way, feel free to call me an idiot on my posts for whining and crying on the timeline, but if you do happen to read this and feel the need to DM me some long statement in response, please dont. I dont want to talk about it anyway. I’ll be back to being useful now.
The recent runt I’ve been has only caused more bad things to happen, and I fear my negative and pessimistic personality as of late has caused my best friend to completely avoid me. I dont fault them though, I would avoid me too. No one wants that negativity in their lives, especially when they have their own problems. It makes me relieved to see them living a better life without me, hanging out with people, smiling, laughing, and loving life. It makes me feel bad I dont elicit that same emotion in them, just stress and annoyance. I hope I can win them back with doing more things for them, since that’s really the only thing I can do to get people to like me. My other best friends either gets angry at me for being sad, and tells me to stop being a faggot and go back to normal, or barely talk to me anyways haha. I’m taking the advice, and going back to normal.
I remember seeing online this dude who killed himself recently, and everyone made fun of him. I’m pretty sure if i did the same people would make fun of me too lol; the ugly goon artist who wasted their life being a whiny lemon and left behind a legacy full of shitty art. Or they just wouldn’t care past a couple days. That one is probably more likely lol, i dont really have much of a presence. Anyways, more art and stuff on the way, feel free to call me an idiot on my posts for whining and crying on the timeline, but if you do happen to read this and feel the need to DM me some long statement in response, please dont. I dont want to talk about it anyway. I’ll be back to being useful now.
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